Dil Kabhi Surat-e-Halat se bahir nahi gya

Main muhabbat main bhi oqaat se bahir nahi gya

Ek tu hae kay jahan bhar se tua’laq raha

Ek main hon kay teri zaat se bahir nahi gya

Marhala tujh se judai ka bhi aa pohuncha magar

Main abhi pehli mulaqat se bahir nahi gya

Soch koi naa teri soch se hutt kar sochi

Tazkira koi teri zaat se bahir naa gya

Aao suraj ko btatey hain tamazat kya hae

Chand kya jaaney yeh khud raat se bahir nahi gya

Monsoon season in Pakistan has started so the activities of women in the kitchen. Kidz are having loads of fun . They play in rain , through water on eachother , make beautiful boats and eat delicious food cooked by phuphoo..haha … ( I hope my bhabiz and mother will not read this post to unveil me   )  …. I think we are not as active as our mothers and phuphoo’z used to be … I remember my mother alongwith my phuphoo’z used to cook variety of food during monsoon rains … Pakoray , chips , samosay , meethian , hulwa poori , chat , dahi barey  and so on….. What we do ..We make our kidz satisfy mostly on two things ..either pakoray , chat or chips … Our kidz are (more…)

As you all know ….if not then you must know … that I’m on dieting nowadays . I’m not taking sugar in tea …away from soft drinks ….mainly is on fruit , raw vegetables and cabbage soup.

While I was struggling with all this deficiency of “sweets” in my diet , my bhabi ordered me to have a game of badminton with her Cruel bhabi .. She believes that I need excercise alongwith dieting ( i know she is right ) … so among sweet little spectators , we had a game of badminton . I enjoyed alot as we had almost stopped playing anything at home . Kidz were so happy to see nund bhabi playing against eachother . I lost the game .. but i think it is very useful for me to spend sometime like this … It gives a feeling that I really have done something to burn the calories … I’ve also felt that it is also good to play football with kidz for atleast 20-30 minutes …

I’ve got a wonderful bhabi Alhumdulillah who caress about me  So be a good nund and have a pupoo bhabi

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Mat pooch ke kya hall hae myra teray peechay

Tu dekh ke kya rang hae tera myrey aagey

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Khuda kay wastey parda na kaaba ka utha Waaz

Kaheen aysa naa ho yaan bhi wohi kafir sanam nikley

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Dil hee tu hae na sang o khisht , dard se bhar naa aaye kion

Roain ge hum hazar baar koi hamain sataye kion

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Qarz ki peetay they mah laikin samjhtey they kay haan

Rang laaye gi hamari faqa masti ayk din

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Hoye mar kaay jo hum ruswa hoye kion na gharq e darya

Na kabhi janaza utthta naa kaheen mazar hota

Mujey  Saza kay liye bhi nahin qabool woh aag

Kay jis ka shola na ho tund o sarkash o bebaak

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Rahey ga ravi o neel o farat main kab tak

Tera safeena kay hae behr-e-bekaran k liye

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Hum tu jeetay hain kay dunia main tera naam rahey

Kaheen mumkin hae kay saaqi na rahey Jaam rahey

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Taqdeer kay qazi ka yeh futwa hae azal se

Hae Jurm-e-zaeefi ki saza marg-e-mafajat

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Hazar khuf hon lekin zaban ho dil ki rafeeq

Yahi raha hae azal se qalandron ka tareeq

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Yeh raaz kisi ko nahi maloom kay momin

Qari nazar aata hae haqeeqat main hae Quran

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Woh mard e mujahid nazar aata nahi mujh ko

Ho jis kay rag o pay mae faqt masti kirdar

Khudi se es Tilsam rang o boo ko toor saktey hain

Yahi tuheed thi jis ko na tu samjha na main samjha

How beautiful the sky was!!!!  ..Stars were looking brighter than ever…. Her best friend was plying hide and seek with her…. Every time she was welcoming him with contented smile as she was sure that those dark clouds would be soon disappeared and then there could be nothing b/w her and her childhood friend ….She was fond of sleep but  that night she was more in love to remain awake… She wanted to enjoy each and every moment that was leading her towards fulfillment of her long awaited wish. …Today she did not feel any tiredness while helping her mother in household … She gave full entertainment to the sheep while grazing them in a small patch of greenery, though found by great difficulty … She could remember the jealousy in the eyes of her many friends that she observed and enjoyed while fetching water with them….

In this peaceful night of her life , she could hear the sounds of  fired bullets time and again … But the sounds of bullets that could generate a wave of  unrest in any urban area of Pakistan could not distract her attention from her merry thoughts … She was pretty used to this disturbance in the silence of night …. Her mother forbade her to lay in courtyard in fear of blind bullets but she wanted to see they sky .. sky where she was determined to find the star of her luck…sky where she wanted to enjoy unlimited and uninterrupted flight …. 

Two years back when she was stopped to go to school due to uncertain situation in the area , she felt as her all dreams would be end in nothing …. Daily she felt as “her lucky star “ was traveling away from her …. She could not hinder its way as she was never given the rights to do so .. What could she do was to daily have her books in her handz like holy inscriptions… She kept her bag with great care… neat and tidy ….She never let her hope to die and never missed to visit her school like a holy place ….

It was just today when she heard some words that she was dieing to listen for … An announcement from the mosque of the  village about reopening of the girls school … She rushed towards her home ..took her bag from the box …kept it tight against her chest and went to her mother … She was not able to utter a single word ..What her mother could see were only tears rolling down on her red cheeks … her bag like a holy possessing with her … She quickly made her way to Sher Bano’s home ….

“ no !!…you will not go to school” Her brother was almost (more…)

Hajra aankhon main shadeed dukh ki kafiyat liye hoont bhanchey apni jaan se azeez saheli ko takey jaa rahi thee… buhut dafa lafz uss k zahun main ubhhar k honton pae damm toor gyee…uss k liye yeh faisla karna mushkil ho raha thaa k bahir Sawan ziada zoor-o-shoor se baras raha hae ya Zulekha ki aankhain…hichkian laeti , phelay hoye kaajal k sath Zulekha dukh ki tufseer banay bethi thee…Abhi subah hee tu who kitni khush thee … sharam se laal hote galoon se uss ne usae bataia thaa k Asjad se uss ki poorey ayk minute baat hoi hae …khushi uss se chupaye nahi chupti thee … uss ki poorey “ayk minute” ki baat pae kapas chunti larkian poorey 10minute hunsti rahi thee magar who un se bey-niaz ayk ayk second ka ahwaal btatey hoye apni ankhon ki chamuk naa chupa pa rahi thee..

“ muj se tu Bashir 1 ghanta roz baat krta hae aur tum 10 din k baad 1 min pae itna kion khush ho rahi hae Zulekha ?” ..Zaiba ne buhut beydardi se uss ko kuch jataney ki koshish ki thee.

“ tumhara wala farigh hota ho ga..myra Asjad buhut musroof hae wahan pae…100 kaam hotey hain ..muft ki nahi toorta apney baap ki jaidad pae ..buhut mehtni hae myra Asjad” Asjad ko koi kuch keh jaye yeh Zulekha k liye kub qabil-e-burdasht thaa .

“ baat farigh ya musroof honey ki nahi ..baat muhabbat ki hae… Bashir myrey bghair saans bhi nahi laeta… aur lae bhi kion .pyaar krta hae tu saabit bhi tu karey naa… Muaf krna Zulaika tum ne Asjad ko buhut sar pae charhaia hoa hae “…Ub zaiba ko kon chup karaye jo apney naam ki ayk hae.

“ chalo Zulekha nehar pe chaltey hain wahan maan kuprey dhoney gyee hain wahan chal k baat kartey hain “ ..Es se pehlay k Zulaikha seekh paa ho k kuch aur bolti Hajra ne muamley ki sangeeni mehsoos krtey hoye forun Zulekha ka baazo pakra thaa.

“ pta nahi yeh sab kesi muhabbat karti hain..muhabbat ka matlab yeh tu nahi k mehboob har waqt qadmoon main betha aap k talwey chat’ta rahey .. ghar ki saari zimadarian bhol jaye…tumhae tu pata hae na Haajo kitni zimadarian hain myrey Asjad par… who kesay roz muj se baat karey … aur phir shehar se phone karna konsa aasan hae …muft k paisy tu nahi hain naa es kay ..es kay Basheeray ki tarah who sara din Deray pae beth k taash tu nahi khelta naa … itni mooti mooti kitabai purhta tha ..yaad hae naa tumhain ? ..Zulaikha rah chaltey uchul uchul k  (more…)