Myri rooh Jahan Muqeed hae

Yeh woh badnaseeb zameen hae

Jahan wahshton ka raqs hae

Tamashai ruktey hain

Thehrtey nahi….

Nishat kay badal chaatey hain

Barastey nahi…..

Yeh woh jgha hae jahan

AAnso’on se senchi

Bey-jaan muskurahton ki

fasal ugti hae,,,

Jahjan na-tmam tamana’on ka

Behr-e-murdaar hae jis mae

Myri khush fehmion kay

Lashey teratay hain…

Jahan roz adalut lagti hae

Roz Faisla hota hae

Dil roz ma’toob thehrta hae

Roz maqtal sajta hae

Roz rooh lat’kti hae

Roz maatum hota hae

Phir…

Phir maseehai hoti hae

Zindgi bakhshi jaati hae

Phir wohi ghaat lagti hae

Phir rooh kaanton pe ghist’ti hae

Phir wahshatain raqs karti hain

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Nayni

Main kuch likhna chahti hon

mgr sochti hon

waqt guzar hee jaye ga

likha hoa reh jaye ga

kya karon aakhir

koi rooh khanch raha hae

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-slept for two hourz at work place,
-I hate I.T
-Dont know how to deal ‘twins’
-weather was pleasant
-watched a video about how to do eye makeup
-came back home at 5:00
-went to sleep
-iftari
-went to sleep again
- now i m counting every minute

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Mujhey dukh hae es baat ka kay main ‘abhi’ bhi khush hon   Kash mae buhut dukhi hoti aur phir apney dukh logon main bant’ti Mujhey samjh nahi aati k wo log apney dukhi , udas honay ka shor kion mchatey hain jo dosron ko dukh detay hoye ayk pal ko bhi na hichkachaye hon. Mujhy sab se ziada hunsee uss pe aati hae jo khud zalim ho aur apni muzlomiat ka rona rota ho. Sharam nahi aati aysey logon ko.

Mujhy dukh hae kay main khush hon. Kitna bara dukh diya hoa hae logon ko main ne khush reh kay . hahahaha

Mujhey dukh hae k mujhey abhi bhi mausam pyara lagta hae . Mujhey dukh hae kay main ne  ’step back’ krney ka maza mehsos nahi kiya hoa. Naa kabhi parents ko dhaal bnaia , naa kabhi kisi ko chorr k oncha urrney ki koshish ki aur naa kabhi es baat ko le k rishtey khatam kiye k pta nahi hum sath chal sakain bhi k nahi. Mujhey dukh hae kay kisi ‘behkay’ hoye lumhay mae main ne kisi aur ki zindgi mae dukhon ki bunyad nahi daali . Naa mae ne kabhi yeh samjha kay ‘itni’ c baat se kya farq parr jaye ga.

Mujhey dukh hae kay log mujhey toot’ta nahi dekh sakey.

Uff kitni bari zalim hon main

Bahir Chaajon Meenh bars raha tha aur wo apney sar ko table pe rakhey Sawan ki es pehli barish ka sath apni ankhon se girtey tip tip anso’on se de rahi thi.  Baaz oqaat khyal se dil nahi behlta aur yeh pagal bachey ki tarah rafaqat ko machalta hae. Wo apney na’maqool dil ko smjha bhi laeti agar uss kay sath bethi colleague Mehak kay chehray par khushion kay bikhartey rang usae nazar na aa rahe hotay . Barsat ki khubsurti pe bilatukan bolna Mehak ka haq bunta tha kionk 25 minutes mobile pe baat karney kay baad ub har 1 minute kay baa’d sms ki ‘dil-nasheen’ tone uss k dil kay taar jo hila rahi thi.

Aysa nahi tha kay usae Mehak se koi jealousy feel ho rahi thi bulk wo uss ki khushi ko dekh kay bachon ki tarah khush bhi ho rahi thi. Dukh es baat ka nahi tha kay usae ‘intizar’ tha , dukh tu yeh tha kay uss ka bhi kisi ko ‘intizar’ naa tha. SMS shaid parhey bghair delete ho jata aur call attend krney ka tu sawal hee paeda nahi hota.

Aur hmesha ki tarah apna mazaq khud bna’ney wali ‘woh’ note pad pe likhay bghair na reh saki …

Sawan ki pehli barish

khamosh cell phone

Fazool Cell phone

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Tum sms matt karo

Dekho uss ko ghusa aya ga

Myri jaan sabar karo !

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Pareshan kion ho??

Aysa tu nahi hae

K Sawan phir naa ho !!

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Chalo ayk kaam karo

uss ne tu rabta krna nahi

Tum bhi zid na karo

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kuch socho kuch socho

Apna man behlao

Naan samosa khao

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Tum ko sab pata hae naa??

Pata hae tu yeh rona kya hae??

Shabash monh dho lo ub !

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Samjh jao larki

Sambhal jao Larki

samjha tu di jao gee hi

Pagal sambhlo gii kesay???

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Aur phir uss ne office boy ko bulaia aur kaha ‘ Ayk cup garam garam tea with 3 tb. spoon of sugar’.

The End

Keep smilinggggggggggggggggggggggg!

We are freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I found this article ‘Factors and Prerequisities to Happiness’ two days back while I was searching essays on ‘Importance of Time’. It is bit lengthy for ‘busy’ people like us but I strongly recommend it.  It is worth reading.

http://www.wefound.org/texts/Islam_files/IslamHappiness.htm

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Kitney khushqismat hotay hain woh log jin k opponents ‘boycott’ kar detay hain aur wo bilamuqabla jeet jatey hain uff kitna maza aata ho ga bilamuqabla jeetnay main .

According to my personal analysis bilamuqabla jeetna sirf uss waqt mumkin hae jub…

___ Aap es qabil hee na hon k koi aap ko muqablay ka qabil samjhey.

—Jis ka aap kay sath muqabla ho usae jooron ka dard ho aur wo ziada diar apney qadmoo pe khara naa reh sakta ho.

— aap ka opponent Meem 4 Muqabla se ziada Meem 4 Muk Muka pe yaqeen rakhta ho

— Asal main ‘muqabla’ ho hee na aur bus syasi rangbazi k liye HUMKHYAL ‘dostana’ firing ka tbadla ho raha ho 

— Aap ko select karney waley aur phir elect karney waley Syasi cloning ka nateeja hon ya phir syasi test tube babies hon.

— AAp ka koi opponent ho hee naa ( impossible naa? )

— AAp apney face pe itni maskeeniat laney main kamyab ho jain jitni k kisi ‘devolping’ country kay Prime Minister kay chehray pe kisi international donor conference kay doran ho

— Aap kay ‘aaqa’ koi aysa ‘Muqabla crime Law’ pass karwa lain k kay log ‘kharay’ tu hon but utility stores kay samney aatay aur cheeni k liye

ya phir ya phir………………………

— Koi aap ko itnaaaaaaaaaaa chahta ho k aap ghabra k keh utho yar koi farzi raqeeb hee lae aao jo kahani main zra twist aaye